I’m sitting here forcing myself to write.
God and I have this conversation going on. (indulge me.. this is what it sounds like in my spirit)
“I need you to open yourself up and share and encourage other mommas.” – God
“I want to honor you and encourage others, but this is stinkin’ hard. I feel like stomping my feet and saying no.” – Dedra
“I need you to open yourself up and share and encourage other mommas.” – God
“Seriously? I’m just a chick… I want to honor you, but this is really, stinkin’ hard. Especially right now.” – Dedra
“I need you to open yourself up, share and encourage other mommas and let MY Glory be revealed.” – God
“(Bows head and shakes head) Yes sir, I want to do that too. Is it okay to do it through these tears and mourning?” – Dedra
“I need you to open yourself up and reveal that I AM the ONLY WAY.” – God
It’s been two and three weeks since I have gotten these three settled and on their way.
The transition into empty nesting needs to take its time.
But, it doesn’t.
It comes fast and furious and the feathers fly around as the dust settles. I’m chirping and singing as I watch them fly out and settle, but the nest seems so empty and quiet and dusty..
I am finding the need to just simply sit and breathe and watch. He’s directing me to look back on the 21+ years of parenting these sweet chicks and give Him all the glory. He’s asking me to take all of it, good and bad, easy and hard and share His glory with others.
Because it’s true, He is the only Way. He’s been the ONLY ONE that has never left…. These sweet chicks.. they are just borrowed and my job now is to watch and sing and let them fly.
So that’s what I am doing during this transition of life called empty nesting, watching, praising and surrendering… What’s He asking you to surrender today?
“Be strong. Take courage. Don’t be intimidated. Don’t give them a second thought because God, your God, is striding ahead of you. He’s right there with you. He won’t let you down; he won’t leave you.” – Deuteronomy 31:6
Okay, i just had tears well up in my eyes. Hugs to you precious momma. You DO inspire and encourage me. You are a wonderful example of a Christian mother and you reflect Him.
Love you! xoxo
Love you too sweet one. Cherish every single second.. and get excited about what He’s doing in the midst of the mess! You are a treasure!
It is so exciting to watch what God is doing with your girls. Their posts light me up. I so proud of them and so proud for them.
G & R are growing, too, just more quietly. It is always hard to let go. This is a HUGE season of change for your family. Love you and am praying for your family. Big hugs!
Exciting, huge, Hugs.. love those words and you!
Hugs and love, dear one. My heart is clenching and my eyes are watering and I am so glad that you choose to obey. You encourage more than you know.
Thanks for the encouragement and sweet words… sending hugs back to you.
Working through the tears with ya. Oh, what a incredible journey it's been so far — wonder where God is taking us next.
It's a wild ride and full of hopeful expectation friend!
It looks like the girl's rooms are very cutely decorated. I remember those days oh-so-well! I hope they are doing wonderfully at UU.